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nothing special about me... juz “普普通通”...nothing can describe me.. mostly ppl describe me as "ke po ji" lo... haha... nvm.. i'm not deny it as well... aiyo... 做人开心就好。。计较那么多干嘛啦..简简单单就好...

Monday, April 20, 2009

hi... i'm back liao.... long time didnt write my blog liao lo... almost "sheng xiu" lo... haha... really don hv any time to updated my blog too lo.... haiz... from the week six started of second semester really bring me to the wall ar... make me really very crazy ar.... i really annoy with all my assignments and all these things really like push me to the hell lo.... haiz... i don really understand what outside ppl doing??? while they're wrong they juz pretend nothing.. while u're done something wrong they'll non-stop complaint and comment on you... and another time for my eve presentation, i done my pps then send to my groupmade then she said y ur pps like that one?? then i said is ok what?? nothing wrong ar... then she said can u plz do all such of things properly?? and ask me to "zheng qi" more a bit?? while i heard this i really get angry and mad then i feedback to her that i done it really "yong xin" and told her that i very stupid de la... EH... HELLO... aunty... What actually u wan?? even done liao also "em arm sam sui" really geram de lo... differrent ppl different style of work ma... y always to comment n criticise on me only and don u think u very genius u know?? really geram until ki siao liao lo... who also hv weaknesses de ma... even though me...
and another case is the "EMC subject"..... the stupid subject teacher that i ever after met before... this lecturer really very "yim chim" lo... always like to do something like "鸡蛋里挑骨头" until all the PR stupid also annoy with her... don know which planet she is from?? quite pelik de ppl... isnt all the english teacher also act like that huh?? "lan xi lan yong" and act cute... blek...;p vomit ar... talk about the presentation part la... all the students had been criticise by her until... haiz... until don know how to say la... some of my friends from a good relationship turn until not good liao because of her... haiz... maybe this is one of the stage to examinate from the god... haha.. sometimes i really very "HATE" her at first... but over that time then reverse back and think back that i think she also worried and care about us only la... maybe we should treat her as our "mom"... haha....
haiz... it's ok.. nvm... the most suffer time that i never had be4 already pass... nvm la... i accept it... and i believe myself i can go through it... and maybe all these process may bring me go to another stages... maybe i need to thanks for them that taught me all these lesson... haha....

Saturday, February 14, 2009

hAppY vAlEnTinE...

today is valentine's day... what's a lonely valentine's day at kampar... very sien lo... even i'm being single for four years already i feel very sien leh... not cuz of i single is my alone here lo... nothing do always online n doing assignment... always face to the assignment already wan vomit liao lo... really very 烦with all the stupid assignment lo... somemore all the foundation students all back enjoy their holidays right now... sien lo.... :'(

Friday, January 9, 2009


haiz... sien lo... juz back kampar for two days only start boring n wu liao... but while came back to kampar's house everything need to do urself, cooking la, washing la, cleaning the room la... doing like "ah sei" lo.. haha... funny... haiz... it's like that lo in study life... everything need to do n face ourself not like while we're children hv parents to help us always... so while we get older n older we need to learn how to be independent lo... cant always stay beside our parents n need to learn about how to not depend on parents n face our life ourself...(可是讲得容易,做时难) haiz... many things need to think about n to look forward... haiz... a brand new year need to hv a brand new aim hope my future will be better n better... but when i think everthing gonna be all fine something is happen be4 i go back to kampar... too bad....

story starting with below...

2009年1月09日是我要回金宝开始“受刑”的日子。。前一天我就开始收拾好行李就准备要回金宝。。慢慢的把我的行李袋搬上车。。不久晚上的时光也来临了,我的心情也慢慢的承重下来。。(就是因为要回去读书的缘故所以心情也不好过)就在这个时候当我上完toilet出来时,不如意的事情就开始了。。当我要走去客厅时就看见家的篱笆门还有家门都没有上锁就觉得奇怪便随口喊“KAKAK,KAKAK。。。”但是没有人回应。。说也奇怪怎么不回应了呢。。就在这个时候爸爸也出来了,就问我喊那么大声干嘛啦。。(我知道我的声音像“ 雷公”)真是的。。我就说怎么我们的家门还有篱笆门都没有上锁的??不觉得奇怪吗??我喊“KAKAK”几声都不会出来真是气死人咯。。。就在这个时候我们全家上下就帮忙“挖”出来。。但是我们家的每一个角落都没有"她"的踪影。。不知跑到哪里去了呢。。真是气死人了。。。



Saturday, January 3, 2009

New Year Eve Photo (1231)







Sunday, December 28, 2008


2008年12月29日 雨

今天一大清早爸妈就摇醒全家人邀去亚罗士打一起去“攤茶”..但是想回起我们一家人真的好久没有聚在一起聚餐咯.. 应该有好几个月了吧..觉得我们真的好可怜吧。。哈哈。。不会啦还好啦。。这对我们一家大小来说简直是家常便饭咯。。习惯了。。我们出动了两辆车来到了贵宾楼吃点心。。原来今天是公共假期所以今天可说是“人山人海”。。
今天的早餐可说是很丰富咯。。例如有:虾饺,蛋挞,大包,叉烧包还有很多很多呢。。说到吃就开心呢!!^ ^ 过了一会儿又到我老妈的工作时间了,真不爽快乐的时光永远都是很快过去的。。。所以我老妈他们去付钱后我们四姐妹弟就继续坐在那儿“摊茶”。。哈哈。。好耶叻。。但是哪敢在那儿呆那么久哦。。我们付了钱还不赶快拍拍屁股走人吗??难道要等老板拿扫把“搒我们走咩”。真是的。。 在车上我们几姐妹弟有说有笑。。哈哈。。但是妹妹口中突然说出过几天就快要开学咯。。听到这里我的心情顿时从高楼掉了下来。。真的是很扫兴咯。。不知怎么了,给她这么一讲我脑袋忽然“冒出”我的假期快要结束咯。。放了差不多112 天的假期真的是无聊糟透了。。我的假期真的是前所未有的。。想想看有谁的假期会放到那么长噢。。真的是白痴嘛。。害到别人以为我读不成被学校踢出来呢。。真的很“够力”咯。。就连我老爸也这样想我呢。。真是的。。气死我了。。不要紧从今天起我就要加倍努力“pang sai ko pia”好让全部人掉破眼镜。。哈哈。。不知道自己做到吗。。每天发白日梦,只是会等等等。。不知道等什么呢?不知道的人还以为我等死呢。。哈哈。。



Monday, December 15, 2008

To All Married Couples and Singles Who Intend To Get Married

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, she had lost my heart to a lovely girl called Dew. I didn't love her anymore..I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now. The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I did'nt have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a months time and she did'nt want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest.. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realised she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me, .. she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.I drove to office... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.She looked at me, astonished. Then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realise that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote:I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.The small details of our lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property , the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

Monday, December 8, 2008


1号 富有独立精神的野心家。因为包容心强又喜欢照顾别人,身边会围绕许多仰慕者。
2号 性格温柔,喜爱和平,是个感情丰富的浪漫主义者。缺点是容易为一点小事就受伤害。
3号 洋溢艺术天分,虽然性情令人捉摸不定,但是基本上还是属於受欢迎的一型。
4号 严谨认真,凡事都会脚踏实地努力耕耘。不过自我意识颇强烈,不善於和他人协调。
5号 脑筋动得很快,拥有适应变化的能力。喜欢追求刺激,较难安於现状。
6号 个性温和而且稳重。最大的特色就是不论对任何人,都可以表现得既亲切又宽大。
7号 感受力敏锐,非常懂得察言观色。不过缺乏和周围协调的能力,注意不要变得太自我中心
8号 一旦下定决心,便充满干劲全力以赴。这种个性的人朋友多,敌人也多。
9号 善解人意,又富有博爱精神。容易感情用事,也容易受到环境左右。
10号 意志力坚强,不服输,独立心也十分旺盛。需注意不要流於莽撞行事。
11号 性格浪漫又多愁善感,是个肯努力的理想主义者,能够尽情享受丰富的人生。
12号 具有华丽高贵的气质,对各种事物都抱有兴趣,常识丰富,教养良好。
13号 个性冷静谨慎,即使再细微的细节也能注意到。再加上本性诚实,能得到许多人的信赖。
14号 头脑清楚,好奇心旺盛,乐於追求快感,又行事冲动;不可思议的是运气总是很好,很少失败。
15号 意志力很强,立定目标後无论遇上任何挫折,都会排除万难达成。通常都很喜欢照顾别人。
16号 聪明、做事情有条理,不轻易受别人影响,做什麽都有自己的一套。
17号 平常看起来温和体贴,其实主观很强,有时候会出现大胆行动,让身边的人大吃一惊。
18号 性格非常极端,不是意志坚定勇往直前;就是感情用事随波逐流。
19号 想像力丰富,有个性又有才华。不过自尊心很强,而且有好强不服输的倾向。
20号 是个性喜和平的浪漫主义者 。运气虽然不错,但如太过任性,将会遇上意想不到的挫折。
21号 开朗快活,充满活力,到哪里都很有人气。是凡事都往好处想的乐天主义者。
22号 认真而且责任感很强,只要不刚愎自用,做生意成功的机率很大。
23号 挑战心旺盛,学什麽都能很快上手。问题是喜新厌旧,而且欠缺耐性。
24号 拥有敦厚慈爱的人品,所以即使个性神经质,遇到低潮时,身边的人都愿意伸出援手。
25号 看事情不求深入,随著好奇心行动,到处累积经验。个性独立。热爱自由。
26号 耐压力特强,即使肩头责任重大,也能够处理得稳稳当当,是个实行主义者。
27号 有个性□感情也丰富。拥有应付各种状况的机智,若能掌握时机,成为成功人士的机会很大。
28号 韧性很强,拥有战胜困难的力量。这天出生的女性,常给人一种妖□的印象。
29号 人生的道路似乎波折不断,容易感情用事不过运气和生命力都很强,必定能够成功,获得幸福。
30号 拥有语言文笔艺术等天分。 缺点是容易沈浸於逸乐,而缺乏责任感。
31号 诚实认真很清楚自己的人生目标,能依照自己的信念和原则过一辈子。但个性有些顽固。